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For years I have struggled. I grew up in a community environment where my behavior mattered more than my heart. The damage that that framework invoked on my own inner knowing has been catastrophic. My story has got it all: heartbreak, parental divorce, adventure, romance, love, marriage, domestic burden, burning desire for more… But through it all there has been one constant that will not leave my side. Sure, it is one of a few constants in my life but it is one that I don’t want to be so cozy with anymore. 

It’s fear. 

Through a series of very traumatic events in my teenage years, fear took deep root in my heart and has largely interfered with the way that I live my life to this day.

For years, I have told my husband that I really truly believe that we are 1-year away from our lives looking vastly different. Better health, better wealth, better mindset, more (time, financial, spiritual) freedom. And yet, each year keeps passing by and someone seems to keep turning up the speed on the dial. 

I’m done letting fear have a seat at the table. 

I am committing to living the next year with no fear. 

I am committing to living the next year examining any fearful tendency long enough to determine if the root of it serves me, or it deserves a spot in the bullshit bucket. 

And, because I believe this one year could revolutionize the way that I see and partake in the world, I want to invite you along for the wild ride.